Numb

They say that numbing oneself to adversity is not a good thing. Numbing oneself prolongs the suffering. A long time will pass before acceptance sets in.

In connection, a false sense of acceptance is not a good thing as well. You tend to pretend to have accepted adversity, when in fact you haven't faced everything about it.

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Have I accepted everything about not joining the graduation march tomorrow? I've gone through the false acceptance stage; right now I feel nothing. I'm numb. Stone.